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Complete Silence..

Happy CNY to everyone! These 4 days have not been a smooth sail for me as I have to toggle between work at GV, Assignments in school and visiting of relatives [Of course the visiting part is the coolest cause of ang baos. haha]

I'm now suffering from a complete dilemma in distinguishing whether am I such a horrible person to communicate with that she simply kept everything to herself infront of me, but somehow.. she could reveal her feelings and thoughts to other people.. Am i such a complete stranger to her? or am i just too inferior compared to some other guy that she can chit chat with on the phone because it's the holidays?

First, she didn't inform me at all that she had to go overseas for CNY until I raised the issue to her. Even if the trip is on a short notice, will an sms be too troublesome? and the way she responded to my sms is like, sometimes blur and dun even want to understand what am i saying.. and sometimes just.. "huh?" am i so boring till I can't even captivate her attention for 1 second?? Yet when she was talking to other people, there seems to be attention and was more lively compared to while we were conversing.

Things that I wanted to say to her: This is not how you love someone.. this is more like torturing someone that loves you. I sincerely hope that you will be able to find someone that you truely love.. and measure the difference as to how you would treat him and me. Nevertheless, we are still very good friends. haha. So start talking to me more from now on ok? =)

§ my memories, at Tuesday, January 27, 2009 | 0 commented
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I'm Sorry.. Please?

Today someone special to me actually shed tears .. she was crying over at our favourite gathering spot.. "the pub".. this was all my doing.. I shouldnt have bullied her in that manner.. makes me feel that the end of the world is nearing.. I felt so sad to see her cry.. and i m remorseful for what I've done.. its all my fault to have made such a cheerful girl shedding tears all over her face.. I sincerely apologise for my behavior.. and hope that she would forgive me eventually..

§ my memories, at Friday, January 23, 2009 | 0 commented
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Busy short term

This study term is so short that everything is jam-packed together.. feels worse than a sandwich right now. lol. All the assignments and exams are just around the corner.. there is hardly enought time for revision man.. Looks like I'll need to manage my time better. Nothing much happened to me recently.. still the same old "oldey" haha. Hopefully everything goes smoothly =)

§ my memories, at Friday, January 16, 2009 | 0 commented
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Lots more to Go!

Wow.. School work has been a mess lately.. Gotta stay up late for quite awhile before this ordeal ends. haha. Well.. Think I'll be able to survive all these as long as she accompany me throughout the night. =) Jiayous!

§ my memories, at Wednesday, January 7, 2009 | 0 commented
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Approach of a new Beginning

2009 has finally arrived.. I ve certainly been through alot since the beginning of last year, particularly several incidents that occured a few months ago that changed my life.. now that everything's behind me, I'm ready to embrace a new beginning as well as to finish up with the remaining 5 weeks of studies in the final semester. Well Wishing everyone around me all the best in year 2009 and HaVe A gReAt YeAr AheAD! =)

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The loner..

Ryan birthday's on 21 April Taurus Rival Competitive with Loveless-Eternity obsessed with new ideas loves To dream Music Life Lancer A hopeless romantic

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Visitors..



I love..

Music
Singing
Basketball
Bowling
Making new friends


I hate..

traffic jams
backstabbers
Deceivers


I want..

To be happy
To bring smiles onto people's faces


my groove..


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Andersen
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