Went to K-box with the guys again.. this is the third time in a week and it cost me a bomb. haha. I hope Yun enjoyed her birthday celebration and had a good time with us yesterday [At least i spent "almost" half a day with her and the group. lol].. Its the First time I shed tears in public .. was feeling sorrow.. tired and lost..[ I thought you didn't care..but the truth is.. you cared more than I could ever have imagined..] I' ve said something that I shouldnt have in the first place, which I ended up suffering the consequence for not realizing that in time.. [a fatal misunderstanding sparkled it all].. but Regardless of how things will turn out, I really enjoyed every moment of my time being with you.. it's my fault that we ended up in a situation like this .. and Seeing how things have developed thus far.. has brought a streaming bleak of pain to my heart.. I don't deserve anyone in this world anymore.. that is how it'll be till the end.. alone.. with regrets more than agony.. once again living in a silent world..