Undying wish

Final Goodbyes..

2010-06-04T05:49:00.003+08:00

At this every moment, I am now having my breakfast while writing this last post before my enlistment into the army.. never thought that this day would arrive so soon.. but well, its about time otherwise I think things would get even worse if I enlist any later. haha.

Would like to take this opportunity to thank all my friends who accompanied me for a wonderful dinner yesterday before my enlistment, as well as aiding me in getting all my remaining stuffs for NS too. =) As I am going to embark on a 2 years of NS journey, I believe many new challenges lies ahead of me as well as obstacles. Things should all be fine.. that's the least I hope. Haha. Will be missing all my friends, my old GV gang as well the the triplets. Thanks Girls for being there for me!

Well, its time for me to go. Think I require all the luck that I'll need! Wish me all the best guys! Bye!

Ryan Signing Out!

The Final Moments

2010-06-03T03:29:00.013+08:00

As of today, 3rd of June 2010.. I have finally reached the end of my GV Career as a Part Time Customer Service Crew member over Jurong Point after 5 years of service. For some people, they would consider 5 years of part time service to be a pretty long duration, and it is very unlikely to persevere for such a long persisting period of time. Many had frequently asked me this question "How did you ever managed to stay in GV for so long?" And my replies were often simple: "Because of the working environment when I first came; able to watch free movies, a flexible working schedule which does not conflict with my studying hours, and the luxury of working alongside with the aunties, my good friends and new buddies that I have acquainted each year etc etc.. But I think the main reason that really kept me going was the fun and knowledge that I've gained and acquired from GV.

Never thought that clearing up my locker would involve so much effort.. probably due to the fact that it never came across my mind that I would leave GV one day. The locker no.28.. Used to share it with another part timer named rommance. [Many unknown secrets within this locker till this day have yet been revealed] Afterwhich I've been using it mostly by my own till this very day. There were really tonnes and tonnes of stuffs which shocked people like ying ying when she saw the load of items that I possess and collected over the past 5 years in GV. [Such as cup toppers, moo tins, cow calenders, movie notebooks, etc etc..That's the problem when there's no "lockerkeeping" in place. haha]

Another interesting discovery is that..

I realized that I ve really watched quite alot of movies in my 5 years of stay in GV. I owned 7 movie cards in total pertaining to about 400 over films in total.

The only regret that I have is despite that I've tried my very best and did everything within my power and capability in maintaining both the standards and staff disciplinary issues.. I am left with little time to initiate the full enforcement act with my fellow trainers. Nevertheless I hope the remaining trainers in GVJP will kick start a new series of training programmes to educate our future new staffs. Afterall, A new era in GVJP has just begun!

So much memories.. both good and bad ones all flashed through my mind earlier while I was packing up.. leaving not a single trace of me behind. The place whereby I call "2nd Home" will always be remembered..along with the strong bond that I have for 5 years with. Goodbye GVJP.

Entire Month of Emptiness

2010-02-28T04:04:00.002+08:00

It has been a month since my In-House-Project/FYP Presentation.. This means that I've been officially relieved from all my academic school work and it symbolises the beginning of a new chapter that awaits "National Service. [Wondering if it's hell or heaven based on my "Advance Age"]

~There is no ever-lasting banquet in this world!

I realized that time truely flies as the 3 years of my polytechnic life in Ngee Ann are reaching it's finale. It was rather both an enriching and yet fun learning experience, alongside with all the friends that I've made and all the acquaintances. I'm gonna miss the food at canteen 3 and makan place!

Soon thereafter, I'll be leaving the place where it is the closest thing to home, Golden Village Jurong Point. I'm not sure if I'll be remembered, but.. at least I've been there to watch it grow and shine for a period of 5 years. Will be missing the current GV folks eventually.

Loved and Lost

2009-12-02T14:09:00.005+08:00

I've learnt that sometimes in life you can never outrun your destiny.. things that were already in placed and fated are inevitable.. Such as I'll never find my true love in this life time.. it was never meant to be. I should have resigned to fate long time ago instead of getting into relationships which are not real. They were merely infatuations.. The results are all the same. Simply 2 words to bear in mind from this day on -Be Alone.

School V.S FYP

2009-10-20T00:42:00.002+08:00

haiz.. finally.. reaching the end of my career in Ngee Ann Poly.. I suddenly realized that.. I'm really getting old indeed. looking at freshies all over the place enjoying their 17, 18 years of life thus far has really gotten me thinking.. what were I doing when I was about their age. Haha. The start of year 3 sem 2 sure looks busy. Got lots and lots of stuffs to prepare and reports to draft up for FYP. Looks like its gonna be a tough fight, hopefully can survive it all. Wish me luck! :)

K-Disaster

2009-09-18T12:23:00.004+08:00

We Went to K-box Cineleisure at level 5 last month. And look at what's in our kachang bowl!!!

This was extremely disgusting.. and the manager of K-Box straight away apologised and offered to treat us free complementary drinks as a way to compensate for our .... well "poor enjoyment time"? Lol. Luckily I wasn't the one that ate until the very bottom and discovered the cockroach. But that someone well... I think she pulled my ear that day?? haha

Exam Results

2009-09-18T12:06:00.000+08:00

Just received my 2009 April Examination results. I seriously thought it would be a disaster.. but however surprisingly, it wasn't that bad afterall :) Would have to strive and work even harder next semester. Guess FYP wouldn't be a breeze..

Exclusive Footages!

2009-08-11T10:14:00.016+08:00

Haha. Here are some interesting photos taken quite awhile ago.

Our Miss TZY aka ELE in GV!! Officially crowning her as "Queen of Elephant"

Wow.. Getting ready to blast off

Lao Pau "Pua Toh"

"Er mi tuo fuo~~"

Lao Kee must be real tired..

Yup.. he was like.. just being shot at.. LOL

Well folks thats all for now. But actually there's more. Not going to reveal them all at once =p. Haha

From Freedom 2 to Unite!

2009-07-21T00:14:00.007+08:00

Finally after 2 years of waiting, the hunt is back on track! Recently managed to import my previous saved file from Monster Hunter Freedom 2 into the latest continuous version : "Monster Hunter Freedom Unite. This new episode of hunting brings about various unseen monsters in new environments, not to mention the many new weapons and armor sets available. From devising the strategy to executing the attack, team play with friends is the ultimate key to nailing down ferocious beasts. In addition, the graphics are utterly gorgeous, and the soundtrack is a wistful selection of haunting folk music. In a lot of ways, this game conjures up nostalgia for a time that falls out of existence; but this matters not.

However.. I've been named as "Unite scum" due to the fact that the gv folks are playing 2G [Yet another but similar version of Unite] -.- haizz.

Transformers Movie Marathon

2009-06-24T04:30:00.004+08:00

Me and the GV folks went to watch the Transformers Movie Marathon over at GV Tampines the day earlier. It was a sold out! [Luckily we purchased the tickets weeks ago while seats last. haha] The queue at the candy bar was extremely long [Well, we all have our friend victor to thank for cause without him.. I guess we won't be able to get our popcorns and drinks that fast?? you guys know what I mean. hehe] We were all seated second row from the back in the centre block. [The view was centralized and perfect] Transformers - the first, was pretty enjoyable despite that I've watched several times before. [Probably due to the marvellous action and storyline] I would rate "Revenge of the Fallen" 3.5 out of 5 stars. This continuation of Transformers is pretty cool and worthwhile to watch as the computer graphics and battle sequence are both realistic and amazing. [Although the storyline this time round has more "hilarious elements".] My favourite scene was the one where optimus prime was outnumbered and forced to engaged in battle with the Decepticons in an attempt to rescue sam untill he was abruptly attacked by Megatron and destroyed. This 2 and a half hour film is filled with action pack, romance and laughter. So grab your seat in the theatre this weekend to catch Transformers - Revenge of the Fallen [ops.. sounds like I'm their advertiser. haha] After the marathon ended, we were all busy searching for toilets again [actually during the interval break we already went.. but I think its because of the free flow drinks, long duration of the marathon as well as maybe the condition of the toilets.. that drove us into "high tides" or "Have to find a much cleaner toilet mindset. haha] Then we proceed to Bedok 85 for supper where Me, victor and ah teck ate the porridge there and realized that it was actually quite nice and tasty. [Way better than the one at 651]

Singing the Good old days

2009-05-23T16:03:00.004+08:00

It Certainly feels good to see old friends from GV, and having a splendid dinner gathering with them. Really brings back the good old days and memories =) We laughed, Chatted about the past and present and even joked plenty. Well.. things have really come to a point whereby we realized that we aren't that young anymore.. with older age comes greater responsibilities. I guess that's what we all knew. Some of us will be graduating in a year's time, while others would be attending their graduating ceremony soon. [Time to get a job or pursue further studies!] Haiz.. time sure flies.. [but how come I'm always that old huh? lol] Really have no idea how my own future would be like [Seems pretty bleak to me at the moment..] but who knows, with alittle luck and effort.. I might just make it. :) Hope everything goes smooth and sailing!

Life in a pair of difficult shoes

2009-05-20T21:18:00.009+08:00

Hi people! Firstly, I would like to clarify and address to certain issues that were related to my previous entry. It has the slightest intention to agitate or to offend those who were associated to the incident. The reason why I posted it in the first place is that I genuinely thought that its the only way to retrieve my belongings after consistenly trying many ways. However, I would like to sincerely apologise if I have offended them with my discordant and threatening remarks. I do understand his point of view for not placing the money in my locker [ever since the PSP went missing.] Thus for that I am deeply apologetic. Hope there's no hard feelings between us =).

It is a most..extremely disappointing fact to know that when you trusts someone and actually lent him something of importance, you would expect him to handle it with care. [Especially when you told him to takecare of it and he cordially said "ok no worries I will" and even has the intention of buying it over.] It is absolutely ok in the end that it turns out that he's not serious into buying it and just remained slient. But however.. mistreating it?? When it was first returned to me in my locker, you claimed that you have left the casing somewhere and have forgotten about it. I said ok nevermind, bring it along the next time round and just place it in my locker as well. little did I knew that you would just.. simply took it away without prior seeking for my permission. This actually ended up creating a series of misunderstandings and unhappiness. I even called you up repeatedly to enquire if there's a chance whereby its with you, but you didn't answer my calls. And true enough in the end it was with you all along.. Is it that difficult to notify me in the first place that you've taken it away from my locker?? Why do you have to make things so difficult between us?? Till this very day.. I have yet to receive my casing and UMD game [which comes along with my psp] Try seeing things from my point of view and understand what it means to respect people with more dignity.

Coughing Madness + Boring Classes

2009-05-01T16:14:00.006+08:00

Recently have been coughing like mad.. in School, work and everywhere else.. think it's about time to visit the doctor before i really cough my lungs out.. haha. School lately has been.. Well.. Alone and boring.. cause this semester I can't seem to make many friends yet, but things are really starting to progess. Managed to make 2 new friends in class and luckily we have a common topic to begin with: "Why are we all separated from our friends and stranded in this class??" lol. Looks like this will be the start of a beautiful friendship? (since we are the only loners allocated to this class.) Things concerning "Affairs of the heart" has also been a mess lately.. its starting to be alittle unstable.. just let nature take's its path I guess..

An ordinary but fufilling day

2009-04-22T01:11:00.013+08:00

I would like to thank everyone for their kind and wonderful wishes on my 22nd birthday. 22 years old already.. indeed.. have to admit I'm really getting on my age.. haha. I spent my birthday earlier on in a rather simple manner, Met up with my 15 years old buddy at JP around 4pm [I was late as usual la..so last min piang cab down. haiz.. even on my birthday also the same.. :x. Sry to have let you waited for me ah Lao Ge!] We went dinning at Fish & Co on level 3, and were the only first 2 customers. lol. While enjoying our meal, we encountered a "weird scenario" whereby a man in white T-Shirt marched straight into the restaurant; without waiting to be attended first and simply took a seat out of his free will. Next he starting walking all over the premises and started harassing the waitress. This was put to a rest when the JP's security guard came and chased the weirdo off. Thereafter, Geoffrey and Jia Qian came looking for us and stood right beside us all the way till we finished our meal [Sorry ah guys, should have insisted on getting you guys somewhere to sit] The four of us then went on to GV, where Geo and Qian wanted to watch 17 Again at around 7. Lao Ge went home after accompanying me to get a drink and I proceeded onto meeting my date for the night. Was real nice of her to accompany me on my birthday. But she was so sleepy while watching Fast & Furious 4. [Don't really understand why. Ask her is it boring? she said : sort of.. - I guess its because I kept telling her the lines of what the actors and actresses were going to say in the movie. haha =p] The movie ended at around 9.30 and both of us felt hungry. So we ended up eating LJS for dinner. That was when I saw the "Flying French Fries" Technique emerged..rather entertaining though. LOL. Afterwhich I walked her home and wished her all the best at work. She sang me a Happy Birthday Song [although not the full version -.-''] before I left.. Really felt..grateful and appreicated it alot.. To me. It has been an ordinary, but yet fufilling day because of her. =) Hope that her First day of work would be smooth lateron.

nice catche! [Birthday edition]

2009-04-21T00:21:00.003+08:00

Before I proceed with anything.. I would like to wish myself A Happy 22nd Birthday. [hueww.. truth is I'm really getting old. haha] Well.. finally gotten back in school after the long break. Was missing everyone.. especially people like mei mei & Elaine. Its good to see them again after all these while.. was shocked and surprised to hear that mei mei changed BF already! [still trying to find out what happened though. haha] First day of school for me was like hell.. Cause there's absolutely not a single person that I know of in the new class.. I think I'm gonna become a "First Class Loner" for the remaining semester in Ngee Ann.. SIANX.. and things around me kept spoiling.. first my laptop's keypad.. then my handphone.. wondering what's next on the list as "birthday presents" haha. But I did received 3 pieces of birthday cakes from someone. Thankyou so much!! hope that it's a great day ahead lateron =)

HeartBroken

2009-04-11T06:38:00.002+08:00

When a person whom you love deceives you, don't be heartbroken.. cause you've merely lost someone who has never loved you but that person has lost someone who always loved her.

Never weep nor cry for any relation in life, for the one whom you cry for does not deserve your tears because the one who deserves will never let you cry.

Optimal Situation

2009-03-19T04:40:00.003+08:00

Hi! It's been awhile since my previous update. [Sorry. Cause I've been really busy lately..] Many things and stuffs to say.. but.. Don't actually know where to begin with. Haha. Before the Long break is about to reach its course of finale, [Meaning back to school for Year 3 studies.. haiz.. guess it might be more stressful than ever..] I'm looking pretty forward to the upcoming GV chalet as well as the likelihood of having K-Box Session. [If any? lol] Hopefully We'll get to have enjoy over the chalet with fun activities and games =) I'll be posting again pretty soon [until further notice bahx]

Busy + The Rise of Nightmares

2009-03-05T03:18:00.003+08:00

Work over at GV for the past few weeks had been almost busy every single day.. and it has been a week since sankar has left us. [Hope he's doing fine and well =)] Everything thus far is on a smooth and peaceful sail, including the new manager that came. [She seems to be a nice person] But I'm afraid that things are not going to last that way pretty soon. People who causes great disturbance are back.. and it seems inevitable working with them.. Hopefully things would still be smooth throughout the long run. Well.. I certainly am looking forward to our next K-box Session coming up this month [I believe that there's 2 sessions in total, which equals to pocket no $$$ haha.] Last but not least, I'll try to update this blog as much as possible :) Cheers!

Final one! go go go

2009-02-23T16:30:00.003+08:00

Sigh.. Final paper to go on 24th February, which is tomorrow! Afterwhich will definitely have a chance to rest alittle before starting work at GV again.. Exactly Four more days from tomorrow will be another sad event.. haiz.. hopefully it is not that bad to see our San-Ge [aka Henry] leave Gv bahx. Time sure flies man.. [Getting older] haha. Well. All the Best to me in the battle up ahead =)

Refreshing up my mind

2009-02-08T15:31:00.004+08:00

I would like to thank everyone for expressing their concerns, especially to those who have been really supportive to me these few days since the incident happened. Well I guess I've learnt quite alot from it, and would definitely acquire more time to understand the person better before getting into a relationship again. Now that it's all over.. time to embrace my accounting exam next week, scheduled on wednesday from 6.30pm-8pm -.-''. It will be my very first time sitting for an examination that late!! no idea what the school is thinking man. haha. Maybe there's a need to prepare for dinner before entering the hall. lol. Think I'll need lots and lots of revision for that pretty soon. Hopefully everything goes well and ends well :)

Foolishness from the beginning..

2009-02-07T04:24:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 7.30 am yesterday getting ready and looking forward to celebrate her birthday. As what was agreed upon [between the both of us] on the previous night before the big day, we were suppose to meet at 10am to catch a movie over at vivo around 11 plus. The duration and plan to celebrate from then on would depend on time sufficiency as she has to reach home by 6pm. But unexpectedly, as I was about to leave home at 9.20 am to pick her up from her resident, she replied with an sms asking me to wait for her. I told her ok and asked her where she was, it took her quite awhile to reply me a word saying "outside". After half an hour later, despite trying to reach her to confirm her whereabouts and who was she with.. there was simply no replies at all.. Initially I assumed that she was together with her mother and therefore told her that I'll be waiting for her and contact me when she's free to meet. It was only at around 1.15pm that I received words from her again, telling me to meet her at jp.

After I reached JP, It was then that I realized that she was actually hanging out with a group of friends at swensen.. I was really furious at that point of time.. thinking that why did she delay our meeting at 10 am despite remembering our agreement last night? Her behaviour was really irresponsible as she did not even inform or reply me regarding her whereabouts and a suitable time to meet.. instead, she just cast me aside.. waiting and worrying for her at the same time.. However, knowing that it was her birthday.. I managed to calm myself down before meeting her face to face.. [It wasn't the first time that she has committed such "act of silence"..her trip back to malaysia for CNY celebration was another incident where she simply just took off without informing me.. even after I knew about it and confronted with her before she left the country, she made no effort to tell me how long would she be staying there and simply told me an excuse that this was a last minute trip decided upon and assumed that I already knew..]

When I finally met up with her around 1.50pm, I took her to the nearby neighbourhood where I was hoping that by clarifying the "acts of silence" with her, we will be able to improve on our relationship so that we'll avoid quarrelling and creating any further misunderstandings. But instead.. she argued once again that it was a "last minute" reply by her friends to meet out. I told her that I would'nt mind if she celebrates her birthday with her friends, but a small notification or sms to me would have put me greatly at ease and not worrying for her aimlessly. However, her expressions to me was like totally a different person.. [like finding it a mere nuisance] Under such circumstances, I told her to return to JP and meet with her friends back there..

Upon hearing that, she immediately strolled off [giving the impression as though she has wasted her time and was very furious].. Out of curosity as to why she was reacting in this manner, I chased after her and tried stopping her so that I could get her to really sit down and trash out any unhappiness or problems between us. Instead of calming herself down, she told me that she's sick and tired of this and wants an end to everything.. [To me personally.. I am also sick and tired of her lies and excuses.. and her attitude towards this relationship is simply "couldn't be bothered". The fact that she remained silent everytime when we faced problems shows her immaturity and ignorance [not because she's afraid that we would quarrel]

Although she wants to seek an end to everything, I begged her to give us and this relationship another chance so as to work things out.. I tried pleading all the way until we arrived at her home nearby.. [even kneeled infront of her] but without even any sign of feelings for me.. she told me that she does not want to see me again and turned and walked away.

I really really tried so hard.. and wanted to treasure our relationship.. but I realized that I regretted Kneeling down infront of her begging for another chance..cause from her reaction I could tell that she was never really serious with me from the beginning.. her mentality at this point was to escape from all the problems.. Till this day.. I finally realized how much of a fool I've been from the beginning until the every end.. still.. I'll never forget the time when we were happily together.. I wish that someday she'll be able to express her way of thinking so that she will not hurt the next person that loves her..

Complete Silence..

2009-01-27T20:40:00.006+08:00

Happy CNY to everyone! These 4 days have not been a smooth sail for me as I have to toggle between work at GV, Assignments in school and visiting of relatives [Of course the visiting part is the coolest cause of ang baos. haha]

I'm now suffering from a complete dilemma in distinguishing whether am I such a horrible person to communicate with that she simply kept everything to herself infront of me, but somehow.. she could reveal her feelings and thoughts to other people.. Am i such a complete stranger to her? or am i just too inferior compared to some other guy that she can chit chat with on the phone because it's the holidays?

First, she didn't inform me at all that she had to go overseas for CNY until I raised the issue to her. Even if the trip is on a short notice, will an sms be too troublesome? and the way she responded to my sms is like, sometimes blur and dun even want to understand what am i saying.. and sometimes just.. "huh?" am i so boring till I can't even captivate her attention for 1 second?? Yet when she was talking to other people, there seems to be attention and was more lively compared to while we were conversing.

Things that I wanted to say to her: This is not how you love someone.. this is more like torturing someone that loves you. I sincerely hope that you will be able to find someone that you truely love.. and measure the difference as to how you would treat him and me. Nevertheless, we are still very good friends. haha. So start talking to me more from now on ok? =)

I'm Sorry.. Please?

2009-01-23T03:24:00.003+08:00

Today someone special to me actually shed tears .. she was crying over at our favourite gathering spot.. "the pub".. this was all my doing.. I shouldnt have bullied her in that manner.. makes me feel that the end of the world is nearing.. I felt so sad to see her cry.. and i m remorseful for what I've done.. its all my fault to have made such a cheerful girl shedding tears all over her face.. I sincerely apologise for my behavior.. and hope that she would forgive me eventually..

Busy short term

2009-01-16T15:26:00.002+08:00

This study term is so short that everything is jam-packed together.. feels worse than a sandwich right now. lol. All the assignments and exams are just around the corner.. there is hardly enought time for revision man.. Looks like I'll need to manage my time better. Nothing much happened to me recently.. still the same old "oldey" haha. Hopefully everything goes smoothly =)

Lots more to Go!

2009-01-07T04:01:00.001+08:00

Wow.. School work has been a mess lately.. Gotta stay up late for quite awhile before this ordeal ends. haha. Well.. Think I'll be able to survive all these as long as she accompany me throughout the night. =) Jiayous!

Approach of a new Beginning

2009-01-07T03:59:00.001+08:00

2009 has finally arrived.. I ve certainly been through alot since the beginning of last year, particularly several incidents that occured a few months ago that changed my life.. now that everything's behind me, I'm ready to embrace a new beginning as well as to finish up with the remaining 5 weeks of studies in the final semester. Well Wishing everyone around me all the best in year 2009 and HaVe A gReAt YeAr AheAD! =)

Move on?

2008-12-29T01:00:00.005+08:00

Someone had recently told him off saying: "Hey! its about time to move on! don't think about it already!" I knew she meant well and wanted to cheer him up.. but certain things are unforgettable, they tend to leave a soft yet harsh presence of the past behind which eventually became ironies in chapters of your life. Such experiences consisted of several memories like curiosity at first sight when you first saw her, happy to have acquainted yourself with her, letting your emotions get on to her and lastly falling in love with her; even though it seem to have been destined to lose her in the end. That is the reason why having to love someone requires alot of courage, time, as well as true understanding mutually. Love is sweet but yet lethal.. There might be times when you ask yourself.. would you be so lucky to fall in love with someone that feels the same way about you? or will you be forlorn and desolated throughout your life? Who would truely understand the sorrows behind every smiles? Moving on is no longer an option.. but a reminder that life has become meaningless since the day your heart starts bleeding.. and this wound is something call.. Endless

Christmas.. Again

2008-12-24T02:11:00.004+08:00

GV's daily admission these days are reaching sky high [Probably due to the commencement of JP2 which attracted more crowd]. Its been busy, busy and busier. haiz. -.- Guess there's no exception on christmas eve either. Movie-Goers might just be even more than usual.. haha. Wonder how I would be celebrating christmas this year.. Alone again perhaps? Best wishes and merry christmas to everyone! =)

Peace in my mind.. Finally..

2008-12-14T03:20:00.006+08:00

All the common tests that were scheduled in this term have finally come to an end. I'm glad everything's over. Had a couple of long endless nights just to study for accounting as well as another long winded theory subject. In the end, the accumulation of what I've studied for was more than enough to handle all the exam questions attempted -.-'' [Which means i stood up for nothing!] In the end I wasnt able to meet up for dinner and movie with the guys due to a bad headache caused by insuffcient rest. HAIZ~SIGH.. luckily, I was able to meet up some pretty old palz today like ah boonz and xiao qianz! lol We had BK for lunch over at the new "JP2" [Waited for years to have BK around the neighbourhood! yea lol] after that me and boonz went for a haircut in separate hair salons.. Unfortunately.. his took around 10 minutes while mine took nearly 3 hrs.. [Sorry for letting you guys waited aimlessly...] Afterwhich the couple team left to go on a romantic "pator" session at sentosa while leaving an old man lost in JP2. [took me quite awhile to walk out of the maze -.-'' haha] I met Huannie back at gv and she accompanied me to a shopping spree around the new premises. Yunnie came afterwards and joined us for dinner at "fish and co". However the food for the ladies did not arrive on our table [despite that the orders were placed for more than half an hour] Huannie almost exploded while Yunnie was smiling away. [It was my first time seeing two different emotions on separate sides of the table at the same time] haha. Straight after dinner, Huannie had to go off meeting some mysterious guy call "teck wei" [which i cleverly interpreted. hurhur. lol]. Me and Yunnie then went to watch "twilight", a romantic movie for couple? [Wasn't the right theme for us but the.. the movie turned out just fine. =) ] We procceeded on watching "The day the earth stood still" where ah sheng came in and joined us. [But I think through out the whole show his heart was already stolen to elsewhere by "someone" lol. ] Overall the entire day was well spent and enjoyable. Will be heading over to new JP2 with more friends this coming weekend :)

Endless Workload

2008-12-04T22:50:00.002+08:00

Tonnes and Tonnes of assignments and things to handle recently. Plus common test is just around the corner makes the entire picture "PERFECT" haha. Guess I'll have to cope and deal with it somehow. Hopefully everything will turn out smoothly in the end. I'm looking forward to the term break actually. [Which might be the only source of my motivation left. lol] Think I'll just embrace my obstacles with a smile for the time being =) Well, gotta run! see you folks in 2 weeks time

只要不放弃，肯定有奇迹

2008-11-24T22:09:00.004+08:00

只要不放弃，肯定有奇迹. - "There will be miracles if you never let go" These words of encouragement not only inspires people never to lose faith, but also serves as a force of motivation and perseverance to believe in yourself. To possess absolute confidence in achieving your desires no matter what happens is something strong and admirable. [The strength to carry on without giving up]. As long as you have the will to succeed, anything is possible =)

Madadaga?

2008-11-11T12:06:00.005+08:00

Actually the correct Pronunciation for it is Madagascar. Haha. People working at box office this season might hear patrons saying it as :madadaga, matataca, mamatacar. lol. Admission will be horrible with tonnes and tonnes of kids and lots and lots of child boosters. [I just hope that the kids won't be vomiting all over @.@] Will be working floor opening on Sun .. I'm sensing the crowd haste already. The one and a half hour movie is funny and definitely worth to watch. So grab your tickets now!

Singing session and Din3er

2008-11-04T01:43:00.035+08:00

Went singing with the guys over at Kbox clementi on Sunday. [or rather I was with a group of girls actually. haha] And for the first time in history.. I was on time for our meeting but instead, the "母女couple" was late for an hour! lol. So Jialing and I started off singing while waiting for their arrival.

Jialing's solo : "记事本"
Wth is Ryan singing? I jia kang dang dunno chinese. ops =p

huh?! Jialing?! what happened to that bowl of tibits?

After an hour of waiting, we finally had our guests appearance starring Nicole "kiddyman" and Zheng yun the Ele*H*an* lol =p. The mood was tuned up and the real singing begins :)

AHHH~~ [Actually very soft.. can't hear clearly =p]

Why always let me sing Yang chen lin??

eh.. trying to be "sexy" right? [or head itchy? lol]

eee. I smell kiddyman's feet..[when was the last time she xi jiao?? euwww. lol] P.S xiao mei - why you never wear shoeswhile phototaking?! aiyo lol .

See see, even baba no face to see your already. [But from the photo he like.. his hands wanna pierce through the cupboard =p]

Many more songs were sang after our "2 honey stars" came and it was rather fun having such a combination of singers. Guess Yun and xiao mei enjoyed eating snacks while singing. Pity din't have ah teck and geoffrey with us that day. According to statics report, they were caught in a rain at zoo that afternoon. So din managed to join us. :(

After the K session, we went for what we were looking forward to most : DINNER! We headed to IMM first but .. seems like every restaurant has got long queues!! In the end we settled down in a newly opened restaurant called "Benten"located at JP. To our surprise we had another unexpected guest appearance starring:

Auntie Jenny! [Ah~~babylon A.D~eh.. sorry not uncle jenny. -.- lol]

lol. The food there overall was great, just that alot of things in the menu were OUT OF STOCK? haiz. In the end no chicken wings for me.. But luckily we did have had other alternatives such as ice creams! yea.

haha. I enjoyed myself to the fullest yesterday with all the singing and dining. Hope to have more of such activites soon with the gang! That's all I have for you folks this week =)

Fun at supper =)

2008-11-02T05:45:00.004+08:00

Today's supper was damn funny as usual, especially with huan jie's presence. She is the inspirational figure of our supper gang now whereby all kinds of funny and weird thoughts would arrive from her "merged bulane". lol. I guess everyone enjoyed having late night suppers with her as she could really bring joy and laughter to the table :) I sincerely salute you huan jie, for being baba's favourite and hilarious "四 mama" lol. Thank you for brightening up our supper! We'll do our very best to teach you the "right things and facts" and provide you with standard logical answers. lol. I'm looking forward to our next supper gathering with you. "^.^"

Insanity..

2008-10-29T23:11:00.004+08:00

This is really driving me crazy.. I simply can't stop thinking about you.. every moment of my life is painted with a picture of you in it.. if this goes on.. my mind would ultimately drive me to do stupid things again.. Why are you torturing me? Have I really been a fool all these while? Is this really the price to pay for? How I wish there was something I could do to make you return by my side..[Tears and blood perhaps?] At times I wonder.. why of all people it has to be you? but I never once regretted my choice. Cause deep down I know that you are the only one for me.. and no one can ever replace you.. If it is an eternity of lifetime that I have to wait.. I will.. for as long as you remember me.. Even if i'm now a complete stranger to you..

Changing changing and changing

2008-10-27T05:51:00.003+08:00

Recently alot of things happened over the past few weeks. All the sudden I feel that all these changes are somehow connected and inevitable, although a few weeks ago everything seemed fine. I guess that's call "true irony of life".. you can't really predict what will happen to you in the next phase of your existence.. the only way to ensure and secure happiness is to hope that whichever path that you are undergoing will not be any worse than the present one. So.. expect the unexpected.. and at the same time, To Be Yourself.

It's Wonderful to have someone that cares

2008-10-22T01:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in life you'll meet up with all kinds of people, the eccentric, hilarious, kind-hearted or maybe the exact opposite :( But it is really rare and fortunate to have someone that is always available for you..especially when you are in a state of despair, lost and sorrow.. She was there to express her concerns.. showing you care as well as making you feel that you are not alone in this world.. I take this opportunity to thank her in whichever way possible.. there's absolutely no words to express my appreciation for you.. Thankyou for being there for me when I needed someone to talk to.. :) Hopefully you won't be too "sianz" by the end of the day!

Reunion - Back to Work!

2008-10-18T06:17:00.000+08:00

Today's the first day I'm back to work after school reopened. It was hell out of fun to see fellow colleagues around, and I really miss everyone from GV especially sankar (san ge or "PS" hmmm..), Ah de (now popularly known as "ba ba" haha. lol) xiao mei, ah yee, and yun yunz =). Had been a tiring day after EOS.. even saw ah yee cried.. really had san ge, ba ba and me worried.. kept looking for antiseptic cream/spray for her. Luckily it was just a minor burn by the griller.. After that we managed to gather around for suppper just like old times :) There was also a special guest appearance, starring "Niang Niang Empress D" aka Likeng. lol. We sat down together over at the cheese prata shop where everyone ate prata except "ah sheng" (smokey), who ate mi goreng. [ermm.. not to mention "ba ba".. he didn't order any food. Just a cup of Milo "beng".. think he's really looking after his belly liao. hohoho. lol. In addition, we found "ba ba" a new wife called "ma ma" haha. aka horsey. [Guys at work should know who she is? "coc coc coc" walking around? somtimes blur blur one? likes to tell lame jokes like how ah meng killed himself? lol.] But, it's nice having her around though. haha. One last thing [Sankar I hope you'll enjoy reading this ;) ] Well, that's all for today!

2008-10-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

mh invasion!!

wahahahaha. ryan is teaching ooi mei mei right now.
he is too busy to notice me blogging for him.

Triple Ts - Tired!

2008-10-15T22:18:00.000+08:00

Classes these few days have been boring.. was rather tired and worn out lately.. think I just need more time for rest? Realize that my school bag has gotten heavier.. as well as my VAIO.. 3kilo weight is definitely killing my bones. haha. Not as young as i used to be i guess. Tomorrow will be the day that our class will be gathering for Pizza party! Unfortunately.. I'm a non pizza consumer so.. haha. We'll see if there's anything for me then =p

Letting you go.. be free

2008-10-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

After several times of non stop struggle and quarrelling.. I've finally decided.. its no use to persist and hold on to someone that is not certain of whether her love for you was ever there... Maybe it was really never meant to be.. or we are just not fated to be together in anyways.. however, I have no regrets for falling in love with her.. even though we lasted only for a short while.. Thankyou for writing such wonderful memories in the pages of my live.. I'll never forget you. May you find someone that loves you more than I do.. Sorry that I din't have the courage to tell you over our conversation on phone just now.. but.. if you are reading this.. here is what i wanted to tell you.. I love you (:

Back to normal

2008-10-14T21:11:00.001+08:00

First week back in in school. Everyone looks the same and trying to cope with the new modules coming up in line. Was wondering if things will get any harder? lol. So far so good though, looks like there's still a long way to go.. Hopefully everything single thing will turn out fine eventually (:

Loneliness..Again and Forever..

2008-10-12T22:42:00.000+08:00

Went to K-box with the guys again.. this is the third time in a week and it cost me a bomb. haha. I hope Yun enjoyed her birthday celebration and had a good time with us yesterday [At least i spent "almost" half a day with her and the group. lol].. Its the First time I shed tears in public .. was feeling sorrow.. tired and lost..[ I thought you didn't care..but the truth is.. you cared more than I could ever have imagined..] I' ve said something that I shouldnt have in the first place, which I ended up suffering the consequence for not realizing that in time.. [a fatal misunderstanding sparkled it all].. but Regardless of how things will turn out, I really enjoyed every moment of my time being with you.. it's my fault that we ended up in a situation like this .. and Seeing how things have developed thus far.. has brought a streaming bleak of pain to my heart.. I don't deserve anyone in this world anymore.. that is how it'll be till the end.. alone.. with regrets more than agony.. once again living in a silent world..

Familiar faces once again

2008-10-11T02:41:00.001+08:00

Went out to BBQ with the polymates today at East Coast Park. I haven really seen them for ages since the last time we went out of the examination hall. lol. Almost can't make for the gathering because I was caught in a dilemma.. was about to inform the guys that I can't go until someone resolved my problem :) have to really thank her big time for what she did. haha. After seeing the guys earlier on I felt really good, cause everyone is in good shape and all seemed doing well during the holidays. Looking forward to see them all again real soon!

Dead with almost no voice

2008-10-10T04:13:00.001+08:00

After two consecutive days of K-Box singing in a week, the GV folks are either - having sore throats , feverish, or down with serious flu infection..lol. Well.. those are not very positive signs as school will commence beginning next week.. -.-'' Hopefully everyone will recover soon before the study schedule resumes. haha. I'm also looking forward to the next phase of my studies. Hope I can do well this semester =)

Non Stop Singing!

2008-10-05T14:51:00.000+08:00

On the following tuesday and thurday, there will be two K-Box sessions organized by GV as well as Nicole aka Xiao mei. Wow. Its been a long time since we are able to have such rare opportunity to be singing in big groups like this. haha. Looks like after that lots of people will start losing their voices. [Time to import more honey! lol] I look forward to singing once more. Have not sing in quite awhile since the last chalet at E-hub. Hope we'll have fun (:

Worries Worries & Worries

2008-10-05T05:44:00.000+08:00

Recently, she accidentally cut herself several times while working at the candy bar. Have to search high and low for plasters to cease the wound from bleeding.. Makes me rather worried especially her detail cleaning is coming up next week when most likely there won't be anyone around to help her.. hopefully she will survive the day without getting any injuries.

A Promise To You

2008-10-03T03:38:00.000+08:00

I've made a promise to the girl i love that i ll always love and cherish her [Even though she claims that she sounds like a man] haha. To me, she's everything and part of my life right now. Just that we are not really "official" yet. haha. Here's what i would like to say to her and she might find it mushy though but.. here goes: I love you more and more with each growing day my "dear" lol. Please have breakfast with me soon ok? (:

Back to "Life"

2008-09-29T03:10:00.000+08:00

Its almost time that the holidays are nearing to an end.. Gosh I ve been working so restlessly over at work these days.. been so tired every day.. think i might need a break or two for a week. haha. Well, its been great knowing many new faces at work recently though. I ve enjoyed training every single one of them actually. Seeing all those young and energetic people makes me feel as high as i used to be. lol. Hopefully they would be able to sparkle GV alittle when i m no longer around :)

I love you

2008-09-26T02:16:00.000+08:00

Today I had the weirdest experience of my life.. I met up with a girl for breakfast before work.. she's the one that I 've fallen deeply for the first time.. I sms her the pervious night with a confession that she's the one that I like. At first, I thought it was only one-sided love all along.. and was feeling quite depressed.. but little did i realized that I was holding her hands after breakfast. It was the very first time that a girl initiated to hold my hand and said that "let's be together".. From that moment on.. I told myself that I'll do anything to make her happy, as well as to love and cherish her with my whole heart.

Wonderful Supper Season

2008-09-26T02:13:00.000+08:00

Recently me and the GV guys have been out for supper. Was pretty nice and memoriable, although there wasn't really much of a choice to choose from but I kinda like the way that we gathered around chitchatting and all. haha. It definitely increased our bonding by making it stronger this way. Hopefully we'll get more supper outings before school reopens. =)

Cherish every moment

2008-09-21T01:00:00.000+08:00

It Took me awhile to know that there are certain things in life to treasure for.. alas I have already lost too many that doesn't belongs to me anymore.. especially the one I loved.. TO cherish and love someone that is dear in your life.. makes living worthwhile. Start treasuring your love ones today.. before they are lost.. forever..

Restless Moments

2008-09-18T04:03:00.000+08:00

Have been working and working and working lately.. Might have neglected some of my good friends as well as my hamster kiki. lol Guess when school reopens i 'll make it up to them -.=

Disappointing moment

2008-09-17T03:11:00.000+08:00

It's been 2 days since i got back my results.. and yet.. my mind is still in disarray and despair due to the unbecoming outcome.. sigh.. hopefully i can do better next semester.. :(

First entry!

2008-08-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

hi all! This would be my very first time blogging after 4 years long. Haha, hopefully I could go on blogging longer this time. =p lol.